Real life AnnaLynne McCord right now

First off , not really AnnaLynne McCord in terms of hotness. My mom bod confirms that it's not the reference i am going for here. I spent part of the weekend thinking about Excision. Why?? oh yesssss..here comes the TMI part of this post. I am in that time in life where my menstruations are completely nuts. I am getting close to perimenopausal or something like that. This period apparently lasts for most of our 40s. Anyways, I am having my periods right now and they are so insane , it is a straight up gore show. At one point during the weekend it got so heavy that i didn't know what to do because i was going through pads and wearing double pads too. So i got tampons. At 39 years of age , ladies and grossed out gents, i had to figure out how to wear tampons because i have never used those before. Also , since i usually Don't have that big of a flow i actually use reusable pads so..imagine how lost i was. Reading the little pamphlet after buying some, based on researched done online..because of course..being a total newbie in this day and age means running straight to google and reading everything you find haha So this leads me to the movie. I had seen this movie at the Fantasia film fest premiere in Montreal a few years ago and they had given us funny bloody tampon props. The movie is a weird coming of age tale with AnnaLynne McCord and she is Absolutely amazing in this movie. And i can't rave enough over the performance given by Traci lords too. She kind of reminded me of my mother to be honest. Fear not, me and my mom have a great relationship now but when i was a teen it was..weird..not sure what it was...i left home right out of highschool too so… It's monday so i get carried away babbling. I always do but i feel that i do it more when i am tired. With all of that said , i recommend this movie. I highly recommend it even if it's not for everyone because i feel like it needs to be seen more. Go in with an open mind. That's all for me for today. i am going back to bleeding and working and cravings (those damn cravings are the death of me)